Do you love me Mr. Donald?

Can I come in? Chapter 7

The furniture arrived early the next morning.  Danny was like a kid that opening all his presents at Christmas.
There was a lot of stuff Donald hadn't ordered in the boxes.  Danny had bought most of it, but the owner had added a couple items just to say thanks for the very large purchases and as a house warming gift.  Danny directed the men on where to put everything.  Donald still couldn't picture all of it together.  By the time everything was in and Danny had arranged it all, Donald was thrilled.  It was masculine but stylish.  The big sofa looked inviting.  Donald sat back on it and Danny joined him.  "We can snuggle on this couch." Danny said.

"You'd snuggle with me?" Donald asked.

"Who else would I snuggle with, Parker?" Danny said.

"I figured you'd find a girl to snuggle with." Donald said.

"Girls always want you to hold them.  Sometime I want to be held." Danny said.  Donald put his arm around him.

"I'll hold you anytime you want me to." Donald said.

"Not till we get the drapes up." Danny said jumping up.  The mail man was walking up to the door. Donald laughed.  Danny asked the mailman for a change of address card.  The mailman handed him one.  "Mr. Donald, before you fill this out for me, are you sure you want me to live here?" Danny asked.  His sweet puppy eyes made Donald smile.

"Yeah Danny, I want you to live here.  I've never wanted anything so much." Donald said honestly.  Danny smiled and put his head on Donald shoulder.

"I'm gonna get those drapes up right now." Danny said.  Donald's phone rang.  It was his manager at the shop.

"Hey Don, we just heard from Percy you finally got some furniture so we're going to be over Saturday night at eight for a house warming party.  We'll bring the booze and food.  You provide cups and plates, and don't argue, we're coming whether you like it or not." She said.

"I..... guess we'll just have to like then." Donald chuckled.

"Wait, we?" Sandra asked.

"I'll explain Saturday." Donald said.

"Okay, male I presume." She said.

"Yes Sandy, very male." Donald assured her.

"Oh my, what are we going to do with you?  Well if he isn't good enough for you we'll just take out a hit on him." She teased.

"I think you'll understand when you meet him." Donald said.

"Okay, we'll see you Saturday." Sandra said.  Donald told Danny about the party.  Danny looked concerned. Donald asked him what was wrong.

"I'm really nervous in situations like that.  People make me really nervous." Danny said.

"I understand, but there are my employees and friends.  They'll love you.  Most of them are gay or lesbian. Three are straight, one guy and two girls.  I know they'll like you." Donald said.

"Okay.  Mr. Donald, can we have lunch at Ma's?" Danny asked.

"You mean dinner?  It's almost six.  You've been so busy making our house the coolest place on the block that we totally forgot lunch." Donald answered.

"Oh shucks, Ma only cooks breakfast and lunch.  I wanted to see her.  Oh well.  Her daughters are just as good cooks." Danny said.

"Sure, I don't feel like cooking." Donald said.  They showered and changed and left for Ma's.  As usual they went in the back door.  "Hey Pookee, can I bring a guest again?"

"Well you know you can." Pookee said.  "You can bring this cutey in any time." She added checking out Donald.  She was a big women, not fat, big, six inches taller than Danny."  She took Donald's hand.  "You must be Mr. Donald."

"Yeah, I'm glad to meet you, Pookee?" Donald.

"Silly name ain't it.  My baby sisters started that. It's really Patsy, but Pookee stuck." She said. She guided them through the kitchen to Danny's table.  "Ma said you weren't here for breakfast or lunch." She said to Danny.

"We were getting new furniture.  I moved in with Mr. Donald.  We forgot lunch." Danny said.

"Boy, you're too damn skinny to be forgetting meals.  You did take you medicine though." She checked.

"No, I forgot." Danny said.  He reached in his pocket and pulled out a pill pack.

"Take two, remember." Pookee said.  "Don, you have to keep track of his medicine.  If he missed one or two dosed, he can catch them up, taking them all at one time.  More than that, has to take two until he catches up.  If he has another seizure, I'm gonna spank his narrow little ass." She threatened.

Donald looked at Danny and Danny looked back fearing Donald would tell her about the one he had.
"Did you take it at breakfast?" Donald asked.

Danny thought for a minute and shook his head.  He pulled out three.  "I don't remember when the last time was I took it." Danny said.  Pookee gave him a head slap.

"And you're driving?" She said.

"Not anymore.  Mr. Donald drives." Danny said.

"Good, we love you way too much to hear you splatted yourself all over a tree somewhere." Pookee said kissing the top of his head.  "I'll go get your dinners.  Ma will be here in a few minutes.  She's got to do some ordering."

"Oh good, I wanted to talk to her." Danny said.  Pookee brought them their dinner.  Just before they finished, Ma came in to the cheers of the patrons.  She waved to everyone and blew kisses.  She came over and talked to Danny and Donald for a few minutes.  Danny asked to speak to her.  They went out the back door.  "Ma, I kissed him." Danny said.  Ma smiled,

"Well, did you like it?" Ma asked.

"Enough to do it again." Danny said.

"Do you love him baby?" Ma asked.

"I think so...I know so.  I love him a lot, Ma."

"Then what's the problem?" Ma asked.

"I like girls to.  Doesn't the Bible say I'm not supposed to love another man?" Danny asked.

"Some folks in the Bible say something like that, but Jesus didn't.  Honey, you love who you want to love, who your heart loves and don't worry 'bout what other folks say.  Does he love you?" Ma said.

"I think he must having me live with him and letting me pick out his furniture.  He said 'our house' earlier instead of 'my house'." Danny told her.

"Yeah, I'd say he loves you.  I saw it in his eyes when you were here yesterday." Ma said.

Danny smiled, "Thanks Ma." he said, hugging her.  "Oops, I gotta go." Danny scurried in and went to the restroom.  Ma went in and sat down with Donald.  "He told me he kissed you." She said.

"He sure did, twice.  Ma I love that boy so much.  I hope he loves me to." Donald said.

Ma got up.  Patting Donald's arm, "That's all I needed to know." She said smiling at Donald.

"Let's go for a ride before the sun goes down." Danny suggested when he came back.

"Sure, where to?" Donald said.

"There's a real nice piece of land just on the other side of the park from your house. It's real pretty when the sun goes down." Danny said.

"I'd like that, Danny." Donald said.  Danny directed him to the property.  It was just as nice as Danny said.
The land was rocky and rough.  The evening was warm.  As they walked around, Danny pointed out small shrubs and plants he wanted to dig up and plant in the back yard.  Suddenly he stopped and leaned against a tree.  "Mr. Donald, do you love me?" Danny asked.  His face was serious and sad.

"Oh my God, Danny, I love you more than I've ever love any one or anything.  I can't even express how much I love you.  They haven't invented a word that describes it.  I can only pray you love me to." Donald said.

"I'm like you, Mr. Donald. I can't say how much I love you cuz I don't know how to say it.  Do you love me as much as you did your ex-lover?" Danny asked.

"More, so much more." Donald said.  Danny ran to him took him in his arms.  He wept.  Donald held him tight.  He'd meant what he said.  His love for Danny was very different than his love for his ex.  His relationship with his ex was based on their similarities.  Financially, physically, mentally, they were a match.  They even liked the same TV shows, clothes, food and even colors.  Danny was so different.  Donald fell in love with his looks instantly but his boyish personality endeared him to Donald.  He was so honest and sincere, something his ex lacked.  But then so did Donald.  Donald realized he been just as dishonest and insincere.  Danny was making him a better man.

They walked around the property hand in hand.  Danny took him to see a stream that crossed the property. It came out of a lush green forest to the rocky, sandy area.  Danny pointed out ferns he wanted to transplant to their yard.  "Won't you have to check with the owner of the property?"

"Oh yeah, I better.  Mr. Cobbs, can I move these plants?" He asked the air in front of him.  Then he stepped forward and turned around.  "Why yes Danny, Take all you want."  He moved back.  "Thank you Mr. Cobbs."

"You own this property?" Donald asked.

"Yeah, Dad bought it just before the wreck.  He was going to build a big house on it." Danny said.

"Wow, you're full of surprises." Donald said.

"Let's go It's gonna be dark in a few minutes we might get lost." Danny said.  It was getting dark fast they had to hustle to get in view of the car before it was pitch black with no lights around.  The last hundred yards, they had to keep hitting the car remote to find their way.  They stumbled around on the rocks like drunks, laughing and catching each other when they tripped.  When they got home they went right to bed, not to have sex, but to hold each other and sleep peacefully.

When Saturday rolled around, Danny worked hard outside to finish the back yard.  He'd pulled out dozens of overgrown diseased shrubs and replace them with plants he'd brought from his property.   The yard looked great.  He trimmed and mowed the front and added some flowers for color.  It almost looked as nice as his house.  Donald worked inside mostly getting things ready for the twenty people who'd be there that night.  He power washed the deck so they could enjoy it to.

It was really hard for him to pay attention to what he was doing out there.  Danny was wearing his loose cargoes commando again.  His white tan line flashed at Donald inviting him to take a bite.  He resisted until he and Danny finished what they were doing. Then, he jumped on Danny.  "You're so damn delicious looking." He hollered and started biting and licking Danny all over.  Danny busted out laughing.  Donald's nibbling was tickling.  WThey rolled around on the grass.

"I'm all stinky and sweaty." Danny laughed.

"I know and it turns me on." Donald answered.

"Yuck, you're as sick as Parker." Danny said.

"We just like the flavors of you're sexy body." Donald said pulling Danny's shorts down and diving into his crotch.  Danny's thick bush was drenched with sweat.  Donald wanted all of it.  Danny's cock sprang into action.  Now fully hard, it began dripping.  Donald spread Danny's legs and sucked his balls and perineum. Donald noticed that a little pressure on the perineum made Danny's cock twitch so he massaged it with his thumb while he licked Danny's shaft.  Suddenly Danny came. He shot right into his own mouth, twice.  Donald grabbed his cock and milked it dry.  Then he got on top of him and kissed him.  Danny's mouth was full of cum.  Donald tried to get as much of it as he could.  Danny began helping him.

"I never tasted cum before.  It wasn't so bad.  Does your's taste the same?" Danny asked.

"Probably" Donald said.

"I wanna taste it." Danny said.

"You do?" Donald asked.  Danny rolled Donald over on his back and pulled his shorts off.  Donald's cock was dripping lube.  Danny took a finger and tasted it.  He looked at Donald cock for  a minute then went down on him.

"Ah hell" Donald said as he began shooting his load.  It surprised Danny so he gagged at first.  Danny stroked the rest of Donald's load out but then licked it off his belly.

"It tastes the same." Danny said.  Donald chuckled.  Danny pulled him up and pushed him in the pool.  They splashed around for a bit, then Danny told Donald to grab the side of the pool.  He pulled Donald up and put his face in Donald's crack.  He liked tentative at first then a bit harder. "I like sucking you cock better." he said turning Donald around.  They kissed passionately.

"They were just getting out of the pool when Danny saw Parker's cap.  "Parker, get in here." he yelled.  There was a thrashing in the bushes then a few minutes later, Parker came through the back gate.  He had a wet spot in the front of his pants.  Donald took him by the ear and led him to the deck.  They had one odd bench that didn't match the rest of the furniture.  "Danny, would you go in the garage and get some rope?"

Danny ran to the garage.  Donald demanded Parker strip.  Parker did as he was told.  Danny and Donald tied his hands and legs to the bench face up.  Donald moved an umbrella over him.  Then he took his sweaty underwear and gagged Parker with them.  "We'll just leave him here." Donald said.

"The party will start in an hour." Danny said.

"Yeah, I know." Donald said with an evil grin.

"Ooooh" Danny said looking at Parker.  They showered and got dressed.  They'd just gotten ready when the doorbell rand.  There was a half dozen of his employees at the door with food and drinks.  Donald welcomed them in but when he turned to introduce Danny, he was gone.  Donald excused himself and went looking for Danny.  He found him sitting on the bed.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I'm scared." Danny said.

"Why?" Donald asked.

"They'll think I'm stupid." Danny said sadly.

"I know these people.  They'll love you." Donald insisted.  "Come on, give them a chance.  Besides you'll be working with them soon."  Donald said.  Danny reluctantly took Donald's hand and followed him out.  He was very quiet and shy but Donald introduced him as his husband.  That made Danny smile.  Every chance he got, he'd poke Donald and say. "You're my husband."  Suddenly they heard a scream.  Donald went to the kitchen.  Sandra was pointing outside the back door at Parker.  "Oh yeah, that's our neighbor.  He keeps spying on us we thought we'd teach him a lesson."

Sandra giggled "I'm going to go play with his wienie."  She opened the door and went out.  Parker was sweating bullets as everyone went outside to stand around him and watch as Sandra started trying to jack him off.  Partly because of the embarrassment and partly because it was a girl doing it, Parker never got hard.  That didn't stop her though.  She toyed with his balls and cock in other ways.  "I saw the show, 'Puppetry of the Penis'.  Let's see what I can do."  The twisted, squashed, squeeze and mashed his cock into all sorts or things.  Everyone was laughing.  As more people arrived, they joined the crowd on the deck.

Sandra ran out of ideas so one of the guys took over.  That didn't last long because Parker got hard then.  The party adjourned to the inside again where they'd piled the gifts.  Danny still clung to Donald saying very little.  He answered the guests questions nervously and with brief sometime one word answers.  He often looked to Donald to answer for him.  Once everyone had arrived and the initial excitement of the party weaned, Donald had everyone sit down before opening the gifts.

Once again, he introduced Danny to everyone.  He told them everything about Danny, from his initial sighting to Ma's restaurant and the wreck.  He told them why Danny was so nervous and explained his fear.  He then told them about his talents, how Danny had chosen all the furnishings, how Danny had done all the yard work and design and how Danny was a master floral arranger and he wanted him to come to work with them.  Sandra's concern was obvious.  Donald assured her she wasn't being replaced.

Then they opened the presents.  Most were sexual gag gifts ranging from eatable underwear to dildos.  "We all got the gifts before we knew you had a husband.  We thought you'd need them." Kyle, his assistant manager said.

"Well, I'll just have someone to use them on besides myself." Donald said.

"I don't know about that Mr. Donald." Danny said holding up a huge dildo.  Everyone laughed.  That eased Danny's uncertainty some.  "These might be fun though." Danny said holding up the underwear.

The rest of the evening went well, Danny started getting comfortable.  Parker was toyed with be all including the straight guy.  Parker was untied from the bench and strung up from the rafters of the pergola.  Now his perky little butt was the toy they played with the most.  He was spanked repeatedly.  The straight guy acted like he was fucking him. Then the girls decided to use a dildo on him.  All the while he had a hard on.  Donald checked on him to make sure he was okay.  He seemed to be having the time of his life.  After a long dildo fuck and milking, they let him down.  He was allowed to eat and drink soda, but wasn't allowed to dress.

About ten, they started leaving.  By ten thirty, everyone was gone.  After sucking Danny off and getting butt fucked by Donald, Parker was given his clothes and sent home.  Danny and Donald cuddled up on the sofa.
They talked about the evening for a while and went to bed.

The next day they went to Danny's house to get his things and pack up stuff he wanted to keep.  Danny had all ready given his mother and father's clothes to a church.  They got all the stuff of value like jewelry and such.  A few more trips over a few more days and all that was left in the house was furniture.

"Oh, we got to get the stuff in the garage.  My mom's kiln and ceramic stuff.  We'll have mover's move the kiln." Danny said.

"Let's go see it and see if we have room in my garage for it." Donald said.  They went to the garage.  When the went in and turned on the light, Donald was shocked.  The entire garage was full of finished arrangements and ceramic sculptures.  "Holy crap did you do all these?"

"Yeah, when I came home, I couldn't do much else.  I couldn't talk or anything.  I just started making these till I ran out of silk flowers, slip and clay." Danny said.

All the flower arrangements were similar to the one in the foyer, except instead of the vases melting, they were broken.  They looked like they were caught on film in the process of crashing to the floor.  Danny used clear acrylic to make water that looked like it was splashing out of the broken vase.  The once beautiful arrangement was beginning to scatter.  Donald marveled at the beauty and realism in them. "Where'd you get the idea?" He asked.

"The day of the wreck, Mom dropped a vase she'd just fired.  I pulled the pieces out of the trash and made the first one.  Then it seemed to be my story, broken dreams." Danny said.  That sent chills up Donald's arms.

"Danny, these are so amazing.  Can we take one to the shop?  I want the guys to see what you can do." Donald said.

"I guess so.  I want to see your shop anyway." Danny said.

When Sandra saw the sculpture and heard the story of them, she almost cried. "This is so beautiful.  What a marvelous way to express you pain." She hugged Danny.  When Donald told her there were more of them she got all excited. "Oh Donald, you've got to buy this building now.  The space next door would be perfect for him to have a gallery of these and he could make them in the back."  The building they were in was up for sale.  Donald had first right or refusal and was pretty sure he was going to take it.  That made up his mind.

He called the landlord and gave him the news and made a counter offer to what they were asking.  It was accepted.  They were in a hurry to sell.  With in a month, they had remodeled and moved all the sculptures in.

Danny scheduled a private showing for Ma and her family and some other people he knew.  Ma passed out invitations to customer who knew Danny.  None of them had a clue of what to expect.  They were blown away.  News hit the papers and local television.  Soon it went national.  Danny had become a star overnight.

"Mr. Donald, this is getting to be too much.  They want to interview me on television." Danny said one night.

"You don't have to do it, you know.  Or you could have them do it here." Donald suggested.

"If we do it the gallery will get tons of publicity.  I could charge anything I want for them." Danny said.

"Smart businessman. That's true, you could.  People will be wanting more and more of them." Donald said.

Danny chose two morning shows to interview him.  He insisted Donald be present, that it be taped and that they saw the finished product before it aired and they could stop the airing if they didn't like it.  The shows agreed.

During the interviews, Danny told them he would no longer make the 'broken dreams' series.  He had new dreams now.  Instantly, calls started coming in from people who wanted to buy all of them.  On the advice of other artists and galleries, they decided to hold an auction, one price for all of the series.  It would be a closed bid auction.  When asked what the starting bid would be, Danny calculated the price of the flowers, vases, materials and time, all in his head.  Then the multiplied it by a hundred.  He was told that was low, but he stuck by it.  Soon the bids started coming in.  They started much higher than the starting price. They had one week to place the bids.

By the end of the week, Danny was astounded by the bids.  He immediately started his 'new dreams' collection.  That was followed by his 'love' collection.  Aside from the collections he got orders for pieces for lobbies of office buildings, elegant stores, hotels and casinos and even a hospital. Parker came to work for him making ceramics and pottery.  He bought a walk-in kiln because projects got bigger and bigger.

Parker and the straight guy at the shop started messing around until the straight guy got laid by a girl one night.  Parker was left in the cold.  That pissed off the other employees who'd become fond of Parker and soon the straight guy found another job.  All  that made Donald wonder if Danny could be taken away from him so easily.  Danny had gotten so wrapped up in work, Donald was loosing faith in the relationship. One night Danny came home late and instead of waking Donald, he went to "his" room and went to sleep.

Danny woke with the sun.  He realize the other side of the bed was empty and he cried.  Then he scolded himself and got up.  He saw the door open to Danny's room.  He peered in and was relieved to see Danny and that he was alone.  While he was standing there, he began thinking about what life would be like without Danny.  Just then, Danny woke up.

"Can I come in?"  He asked.

"I wish you would Mr. Donald." Danny said in that happy childish way that endeared Donald to him so much.

"I need to talk." Donald said.

"Me to Mr. Donald.  I've made a big decision." Danny said.

"I'm scared I'm loosing you." Donald said.

"That's what my decision is about.  I'm cutting my business back to only doing stuff for the gallery and your shop.  I'm not seeing enough of you." Danny said.

"Oh thank God, I love you so much. Why'd you sleep in here?" Donald balled.

"I didn't want to wake you up.  I had the hick-ups real bad." Danny said.

Donald laughed and crawled under the covers with Danny.  Danny wrapped his arms around him. "I love you Mr. Donald."

                                                 

The End.

Can you possibly make it any harder for me to not rape you.

Can I come in? Chapter 6

Danny and Donald went back to Danny's house to get Danny's clothes and the stack of mail.  From there, they went to the furniture store.  After Donald took a lot of good natured grief about sending the furniture back, they started looking around.  Danny found an unusual sofa that he really liked.  It was wider and deeper than most and was also a bit higher.  Danny looked small sitting on it.  The colors was a bit brighter than Donald would have chosen but it would go with the wall color.

Donald let Danny get everything he wanted.  He couldn't picture all of it together, but after seeing his house, he trusted him.  Danny started choosing stuff for his bedroom.  Donald debated telling him not to because he wanted to share his bed.  He didn't.  Danny insisted on paying for his room.  "Why don't we just move your room from your house?" Donald asked.

"I want to sell all of it.  I don't want to bring any of it with me.  It's got too many memories." Danny said.

"But don't you want to remember you folks?" Donald asked.

"Sure, I'll keep a lot of personal stuff, but the stuff in my room was all from my days as an athlete.  It hurts knowing I can't do that stuff anymore.  Even my bed and stuff makes me think about it.  I'd just as soon get rid of it all including my trophies." Danny said.

"I wouldn't do that.  You should be proud of what you did.  We'll just box them up." Donald said.

"I am, but they also remind me of who I was.  I wasn't a nice guy Mr. Donald." Danny said.

"Deep down you had to be.  Look at you now.  I think the wreck brought out the real you.  You're very loved now." Donald said.

"I guess,  I just wish I could go back and change everything I did." Danny said.

"You fixed one.  Parker is in love with you again." Donald said.

"Ha, he's always been in love with me.  I think its kinda nice.  I did then to, but it wasn't cool to let him know it. I was mean to him cuz he made me nervous.  I was always afraid the other jocks would think I was gay if I was nice to him.  Do you think he's cute?" Danny asked.

"Not like you, but yeah, he's cute." Donald said.

"I thought you'd say that.  He thinks you're hot.  Maybe you should get to know him better." Danny suggested.

Donald smiled and started to say something but chose not to.  He wondered if Danny was trying to say he wasn't interested in a relationship.  It put their situation into perspective.  It hurt a little but it also sobered him to the realization that this wasn't a fantasy.  It was real and in a real world a gay man doesn't have a straight lover.

They went home to put Danny's stuff away.  Danny unpacked his bags in the empty bedroom.  "I guess I have to sleep with you again tonight, Mr. Donald."  

"I guess you do, but you better behave yourself." Donald said.  Danny laughed.  

They went to the back to enjoy the pool.  Danny put on a sexy little swim suit.  Donald wore board shorts.  He smile to himself, thinking the straight guy was wearing the gay suit and the gay guy was wearing straight shorts.  As Danny walked, his swimsuit slid down lower and lower.  His pubes showed in the front and two inches of delicious crack showed in the back. "Can you possibly make it any harder for me to keep from raping you?" Donald said.

Danny laughed and flashed a butt cheek.  Donald ran at him and pushed him in the pool. He fell in with him.  They started playing like kids.  Danny was trying to bite Donald's ass like Donald had done him before.  One time, Danny came up out of the water and caught sight of Parker's baseball cap ducking down behind the fence.  This time he was in the park behind Donald's house.  Danny told Donald.  "We need to teach him a lesson." Donald said.

"You sound like the old me." Danny said.

"I don't want to hurt him but we should teach him to quit spying on us." Donald said.

"Okay.  There's a gate behind the bushes way over there in the corner of your lot.  I'll go out the front and circle around behind him.  You go through the gate and get him from that side." Danny said.

"You better wear these or you're going to have the whole neighbor hood following you." Donald said.  Danny laughed and they traded swimwear.  Donald gave Danny a few minutes to go around the block and sneak up behind Parker.  He found the gate and wrestled it open as quietly as he could.  He couldn't see Parker until he got all the way out of the yard and several yards down the back fence.  He caught sight of the baseball cap being tossed on the ground.  He inched closer.  Parker was stripped to his jock and having a good time.  Donald waited for Danny.  Suddenly Parker whipped around when he heard Danny coming. That was Donald's cue.  "PARKER, WHAT ARE YOU DOING, SPYING ON US?

 

Poor Parker whipped around to see Donald coming at him, then whipped back around when he hear Danny charging at him.  He tried to get up and run, but his pants around his ankles tripped him and he landed face down in the dirt.  His hard cock was beneath him bent painfully.  "OUCH" he hollered.  The two guys got to him at the same time.  They grabbed him and carried him by the arms to the gate.  His pants fell off on the way.  Parker pleaded with them not to hurt him.  Danny and Donald put him in a lawn chair.  Danny stood over him like an angry father, with his hands on his hips.  Donald ran out to get his pants and things.  

"What are we going to to do him?"  Donald said returning.

"We could spank him real good." Danny said.

"Yeah, a nice long bare butt whipping would get through to him." Donald said.  

"I think we should call his parents." Danny said.

"OH MY GOD, NO PLEASE SPANK ME OR BEAT ME UP BUT DON'T CALL MY PARENTS. Parker begged.

Donald shrugged and said, "Okay".  Parker's cock and balls were still pulled out of his jock. Donald pulled him to his feet and put him over his knee as he sat on the diving board.  He pulled his jock all the way off.

"Damn, he's got a pretty little white ass.  It would be a shame to turn it all red." Donald said.

"Yeah, he does have a smooth white butt.  What else can we do to him?" Danny said smiling at Donald.

"He always wanted to suck you off.  Why not make him." Donald said. 

"Naw he'd like that too much.  This is supposed to be punishment." Danny said.

"Yeah, we could tie him up and make him watch me suck you." Donald suggested.

"He might like that to." Danny said.

"We could fuck his white ass." Donald said.

"He might like that too much to, but it sounds like fun to me." Danny said.  "Think he's a virgin?'

Donald rubbed Parker's butt.  "What about it, Parker? You a virgin?"

"Yes sir." Parker said timidly.

"Hmm, I guess we'll leave it up to you, spanking or butt fucking?" Donald asked.

Parker thought long and hard, quite hard. "Can I suck Danny while you fuck me?" Parker asked.

"That works for me.  What do you say Danny?" Donald asked.

"Long as you suck my ball's to." Danny said.  

Donald was amused at Danny's cooperation.  "Okay, I'll go get some lube and condoms.  In the mean time you can start by eating Danny's butt.  He's a virgin to, but he'll like it."

Danny looked surprised but by time Donald came back with the stuff, Danny was seriously enjoying a masterful butt munching.  Parker was worshiping his teen idol.  His face was buried between Danny's cheeks. Danny was enjoying it very much, but he looked shocked.  "Mr. Donald, he's licking my butt hole and sticking his tongue inside it." He said.

"How does it feel?" Donald asked.  

"It really feels good." Danny said

"Well, I've decided he needs a spanking to.  Spying on us deserves a good spanking." Donald said.  He had a flip-flop in his hand.  He swatted Parker's up turned butt, not terribly hard, but hard enough to turn it red right away.  Parker let out an "OH".  I was more an "OH" of lustful delight than of pain.  Hearing that, Donald knew the course of action ahead.  He had Danny turn over and pull his legs up.  He instructed Parker to lick his sweaty balls.  Parker obeyed while getting continuous smacks on his butt.  Donald stood beside him holding his waist and slapping his ass.

"Now suck his dick but don't let him cum." Donald said. Parker grabbed Danny's dick and started sucking it.  He was so turned on he could hardly breath.  After all, he was sucking his high school heart throb.  Danny still had the shocked look but it was now mixed with pure delight.  Parker's dick was starting to throb.  Donald stopped the spanking for a while and rubbed the boy's pink butt.  He donned the condom and lubed his dick and the boy's ass.  Slowly and carefully he slid his cock inside Parker's hot ass.  Danny smiled widely watching Donald's lustful face as he fucked the boy's tight ass.

All three were making sex sounds.  Donald pulled Parker off Danny's cock and told him to clean up Danny's sweat.  Danny looked like someone had poured a bucket of water on him.  Parker started licking Danny's abs.  Danny giggled."That tickles."  Parker sucked the puddle of sweat in Danny's cum gutter and moved up to Danny's tits.  Danny rolled his eyes and moaned.  Then Parker went for his arm pit.  Danny "oooo'd" then laughed. "That tickles too."  Parker sucked harder and bit the hairy skin gently.  Danny mashed his face into his pit even harder.  

Parker's cock was moving against Danny's.  Danny grabbed both their cocks and began stroking them  Parker had to stop him.  He was too close to cuming.  Donald had to pull out, he was too close.  He pulled Parker off Danny and turned him over on his back.  He and Danny got up on their knees by Parker's face and started jacking.  They watched each other's face.  Danny threw an arm over Donald's shoulder and pulled him close.  Danny kissed Donald passionately, lustfully.  Their mouths opened and their tongues explored each other's mouth.  Danny shook violently and dumped a mighty load on Parker's face and chest.

Donald shot his load while Danny was still cuming.  Parker licked and sucked Danny's dick as the last few shots.  He got more cum than he expected but was thrilled about it.  Then he finished off Donald and shot his own load all the way up his chest into his face.  

Danny and Donald held each other up.  Their sweat dripped down on Parker.  Parker caught his breath then licked and sucked the two men's cocks and balls.

"Alright, that's all you get." Donald said. "Now go over there and clean up."  He directed him to the outdoor shower.  

"Wow Mr. Donald, that was great." Danny said.  "I liked kissing you." He said shyly. 

"I liked it to Danny.  I liked it a lot." Donald said taking Danny's head and pressing their foreheads together. Danny was the one who made the next move.  He wrapped his arm around Donald and pulled their bodies together.  They kissed again.  "Yeah, I like that." Danny whispered.  Then he jumped up and dove into the pool.  Donald followed.

Parker washed the cum off and walked over to the side of the pool.  Donald told him to turn around.  His ass was still a quite red.  "Okay, you can get dressed and go.  Go out the back gate.  Next time I catch you spying on us, I'll tie you up and paddle you." Donald said wondering how the kid would react.  As he dressed and left, Donald turned to Danny, "I bet we catch him tomorrow."

"I think you're right.  If you tie him up he can't eat my butt." Danny said.  

"That's okay, we'll make him watch while I do it." Donald said.

"That's a good idea Mr. Donald.  That's a real good idea." Danny said.

"Right now, turn around a grab the side of the pool.  I want some butt."

"I guess I know what will happen if I ever tell you to kiss my ass." Danny laughed.

"I guess you do."

You really need me Mr. Donald

Can I come in? Chapter 5

Donald woke up just before noon.  He heard a lawn mower running.  He jumped into a pair of shorts and ran to the front door.  He looked out hoping to see Danny mowing the neighbors lawn, but it was Parker mowing theirs.  Parker saw him and waved.  Donald waved back and tried to smile but it was weak at best.

He sighed deeply and went back in.  He had a hard time figuring out what he wanted to do that day.  His heart wasn't into doing anything at all but he needed to get his house in order.  His business wouldn't run itself forever.  Donald owned a flower and gift shop.  It was wildly successful and he had a great crew, but he'd have to go to market soon to buy for the spring.  

He'd bought the house because it was in a great neighborhood with hills and streams, gigantic lots, and well build homes.  The house was bigger than he needed but he liked it the second he saw it.  The front yard was in fair condition, but the back yard was showing years of neglect.  He dreaded having to clean it up without Danny's help.

He'd finished all the interior painting and was pleased with it.  He figured today would be a good day for furniture shopping.  Shopping always made him feel better.  He ate breakfast and showered.  While he was getting dressed, the phone rang.  He ran to it praying it was Danny.  It was only a recorded sales pitch.  He shouted a curse into the phone and slammed it down.  Then just as he was headed for the door there was a knock.  He dared not hope it was Danny and it was a good thing.  It was two Jehovah Witnesses.  They were cute, but he politely told them he was just leaving and didn't have time to talk.

He headed for his favorite furniture store.  The owner was a friend and quite smitten with Donald.  He also had the best furniture.  He picked out a sectional sofa ottoman and chair, but he quickly realized his heart wasn't into it so he went home.  He managed to work in the back yard for a while, mostly trimming the overgrown bushes.  He called for a pizza and pigged out on it in front of the TV in his bedroom. He sort of hoped Parker would peek through the window but he didn't.  He set the pizza aside and went to sleep.

The next morning he woke up at the crack of dawn.  He sat in bed eating the left over pizza and drinking a stale beer.  "God man look at you.  You're in worse shape than when you lover left." he told himself.  At least then, he cried his eyes out then moved on.  Convinced he'd blow his chance at happiness, he got up and put on old jean and a t-shirt and started working on the back yard.  He started getting angry with his ex-lover and himself.  He hacked away at the bushes harder and harder until he exhausted himself and collapsed crying.

The door bell rang.  Donald gathered himself and went to the door.  It was his furniture.  The men brought it in and set it up for him.  They just left when Donald called the store and asked if he could send it back.  Everything was wrong about it, from the style to the color.  The store said they'd pick it up the next day.  

That certainly didn't help his mood.  He went to the kitchen and pulled out a two liter coke and a bottle of Crown Royal.  He got the biggest glass he had and opened the freezer for  ice.  There wasn't any.  The old ice maker was out.  He pitched a fit like a five year old kid.  He turned up the bottle of Crown and chucked as much as he could.  Two minutes later the threw it up in the sink.  He went back to the bottle and drank it slowly.  By the time the bottle was empty, he wasn't even able to open his eyes.

"Mr. Donald? Are you okay?" Danny said trying to pick Donald up from the hard terrazzo floor.  It was dark inside and out.  The light of the refrigerator was all the light in the room. Danny turned on the kitchen light and closed the refrigerator door.  He picked Donald up and put him in his bed.  Wisely, he got a trash pail out of the bathroom and put it by the bed.  

Donald woke up often but just babbled nonsense.  Danny took a quick shower and got in bed with him.  Finally, Donald came around long enough to throw up in the pail.  Danny helped him then cleaned him up.  He had to repeat it a couple more times. Finally, Donald went to sleep and seemed to be resting peacefully.

Danny lay beside him and slept better than he'd slept in months.

The next day around noon, the doorbell rang.   Danny got up and wrapped himself in a towel.  He went to the door.  The furniture movers were there to pick up the furniture.  Danny asked them to wait a minute and went to check with Donald.  "Oh yes, I messed up they're taking them back." Donald said barely able to open his eyes.  Danny told the men it was okay and in a few minutes the furniture was gone.  Danny went back to the bedroom.

"One of those guys was gay Mr. Donald.  He stared at me so much he got squished against the wall." Danny laughed.

"See how hot you are.  YOU'RE HERE! WHERE'D YOU COME FROM?" Donald yelled suddenly realizing Danny was laying next to him in his bed.  Danny was startled and jumped out of bed.  

"I'm sorry, I came by to talk to you and saw you on the floor.  I'll go." Danny cried running for his dirty clothes in the bathroom.

"Danny STOP." Donald screamed.  "It's okay I want you here.  Stay, please." He tried to get out of bed but the room spun around and so did he.  He staggered and fell.  Danny caught him in his arms.

"Mr. Donald, be careful." Danny said. "You're probably still drunk." Donald tried to get his footing, but Danny slipped to and they both fell.  Donald ended up with his face in Danny's crotch. Danny busted out laughing and clamped his legs around Donald's head.  Donald nose was buried in Danny's pubes.  He started laughing but it hurt his head really bad.  Danny let go.  He helped Donald get back in bed.  "I'll make coffee, I can do that." Danny said.

While Danny was making coffee, Donald got up and went to the bathroom.  He came out and stumbled to the kitchen in just his tighty whities.  Danny was in a towel.  "I hope you get better soon." Danny said.  "I need to help you pick out furniture.  That stuff was awful." 

"I could use some help. I got left out when they were handing out the gay interior designer gene." Donald said.  "Are you hungry?"

"I'm starving.  But I want to take you to the diner I eat at."  Danny said.  "Oh, have you got something I can wear?   My clothes are all stinky."

"I wish you could go just like that.  You look hot in a towel." Donald said.  Danny smiled and dropped the  towel.  

"How about like this?" Danny said.

"There would be heart attacks, and car wrecks all over the city.  I'm about to have one now." Donald said.

"Mr. Donald, I know you are thinking about you and me.  You want to be more than just friends.  Maybe I do to, I don't know.  I like being with you abd I need someone to take care of me.  I can't do it alone anymore and I can't trust anyone else." Danny said with a tear in his eye.

Donald sat staring at the counter.  "I don't know what to do Danny.  I want you here, hell the last two days were hell without you.  That's why I got drunk.  I'm so scared I'll bring you in and you'll leave me like my ex did."

"I know you're scared, I am to.  Why would I ever leave you.  I need you I don't want to loose everything.  My relatives will take it all and make me live in a basement." Danny said.

"So it's just about keeping your house and money?" Donald said.

"NO NO DON'T THINK THAT.  I said that all wrong.  I want you to be my family." Danny said.

"I'd like that Danny.  Let's just give it a little time.  I'll help you take care of the stuff that's causing you problems.  After a while then you can move in if you still want to." Donald said, hoping that wouldn't upset Danny.

"I guess that's okay.  Yeah, I think that's what we should do.  Right now, I think we need food more than this coffee." Danny said.

"Let's get dressed." Donald said. They both grabbed cups of coffee and sipped them while they got dressed."  Danny drove them to the dinner not more than a mile away.  It was a tiny place with a line out the door.  Donald said they'd have to find another place to eat.  Danny smiled and said come on.  He took Donald to the back door.  "Hey Ma, I'm here." Danny called out. 

"Hey baby, you're late." Ma said.  She was a tiny little women who couldn't have weighed a hundred pounds.  He hugged Danny's waist.  "You brought a friend." She said taking Donald's hand.

"Yeah Ma, this is Mr. Donald." Danny said.

"This is Donald." She said.  "Hi Mr. Donald.  I've heard a lot about you.  Come in come in." She hustle them to a small table in the corner of the restaurant.  It seemed everyone in the place knew Danny, they smiled and greeted him.  The table was small but room enough for two.  It was his table and everyone knew it.  Danny ate there almost every meal, every day.  There was a constant stream of people coming in to get take out and every table was filled as soon as it emptied.

"Ma always brings me good food.  I just eat what ever she brings, like when I was a kid and my Mom cooked.  You can get a menu if you want.  I have to go to the bathroom." Danny told Donald.

  

"I'll trust her.  I'm not a picky eater." Donald said.  Danny held up two fingers to Ma as he went to the restroom.  Ma came over to the table with two big mugs of coffee, Danny's was decaf.  

"I adore that boy.  He's got a heart of gold.  It's nice to see him cheerful again.  He's been in a funk for the last two days."  Ma said.

"I have to.  I missed him."  Donald said.

"He told me about wanting to move in with you." Ma said.

"Really?  I don't want to hurt him, but I don't want to get hurt either." Donald said.

"You wouldn't have to worry about him, he's as loyal as a puppy. That's why I worry for him.  He'd be easy to take advantage of.  That's why I was glad when he told me you weren't ready for him to move in." Ma said.

"We've decided to stay like we are for now and I'd help him straighten things out.  Then we'd decide if he should move in or not." Donald said.

"That sounds like a good idea.  I better get back to the kitchen." Ma said squeezing Donald's arm. 

Danny came back.  "I bet she was checking you out, wasn't she?" Danny said.

"I guess she was.  She really loves you." Donald said.

"Yeah, she helps me pay my bills and stuff." Danny said.

In a couple minutes she brought them a big omelet, grits, sausage and biscuits.  It was the best breakfast Donald had ever eaten.  "Gosh Ma, I need to learn how to cook from you." Donald said.  

"I don't know how to cook I just do it." Ma said with a giggle.

They finished up and left through the front door.  Danny's table was given to the next in line.  "Wait, we didn't pay her." Donald said.

"She won't let me.  I leave a hundred dollars for her every week.  She says that's too much but I make her take it."  She feeds me all the time." Danny said.  While they walked out, almost everyone in line greeted Danny and gave Donald suspicious looks.  

"Wow, you're like a rock star here." Donald told Danny.

"They call me 'Ma's boy'.  She has three daughters that work there to.  They treat me like their baby brother." Danny said.

"See, you aren't alone.  Everyone loves you." Donald said getting into the truck.

"I guess, but they have their own families to worry about.  I want to show you my folks house."  Danny said.

They drove a couple blocks and pulled into the driveway of a beautiful home.  The lawn, bushes and trees were flawlessly groomed and placed.  It looked like the cover of a magazine.  Inside, the house was just as perfect. It was clean and bright.  It looked like a happy family home.

"Wow, this is nice.  You're folks must have been interior designers." Donald said. 

Danny laughed. "Mom couldn't arrange anything. Dad was worse.  I did this.  Maybe I got the gay gene you missed out on." he said.

"I guess, did you arrange the silk flowers to?" Donald said admiring a dramatic arrangement in the foyer. 

"Yeah, is it okay?" Danny said.

"It's beautiful." Donald said.  I need to hire you at the shop.  My girl's good but she's getting in a rut." Donald said.  He noticed the vase it was in was very unusual.  It looked like it had started melting.  The arrangement looked like it was spilling out of the melted vase.  "Where;d you get the vase?"

"Ha, Mom used to make pottery and ceramic stuff.  I tried it and screwed it up.  She was going to have me start over but I liked the way it looked so we fired it just like that.  Then I did the arrangement in it.  She loved it." Danny said going from a cheerful chuckle to melancholy.

"You really have a talented eye." Donald said.

"Come on, I need to show you what I'm having trouble with." Danny said leading Donald into the home office.  On the desk, there was a stack of mail unopened.  "I just quite opening it cuz I can't read it.  I feel so stupid." Danny said sadly.

"You're not stupid.  There's a reason you can't read and it has nothing to do with how smart you are.  I won't have you saying that again. You understand?" Donald scolded.

"Okay" Danny said.  Donald started looking through the mail.  The majority of it was junk, but there were important things in it.  One was a letter from the DMV.  It said his licence was suspended for six months because of a seizure he'd had.  It happened at the mall and he wasn't able to get out in time.  Donald looked at the date.  It was over four months old.  "I can't drive?" Danny said in a panic.

"Not for a couple months according to this." Donald said.

"It's not fair.  I know when I'm going to have one.  I get off the road and shut off the engine.  I'm not dangerous on the road." Danny cried.

"I know, but they think you might be. You got off you meds and look what happened.  The one you had at my house came on pretty quick.  If you were on the interstate in traffic, you wouldn't have had time.  You just have to keep taking your medicine.  If they knew about that one, you'd loose your licence for another six months." Donald told him.

Danny sat down and cried.  "I can't work if I can't drive.  What am I going to do?"

"I guess you're going to pack a bag and move in with me." Donald said.

"Really Mr. Donald?" Danny said tearfully.

"Yeah, really." Donald said.  Danny jumped up and grabbed Donald.  "Thank you Mr. Donald."

"Can you help me buy furniture?" Donald asked.

"I sure can." Danny said cheerfully.  "I got something else to show you.  Come on."  He grabbed Donald's hand and dragged him out the door.  He handed Donald his keys. "You have to drive."

Donald took the keys.  "Where are we going?"

"Your house." Danny said getting in.

Back a Donald's house Danny took him out the back door into the yard.  He started telling Donald what he planned for the yard.  Donald was only half listening.  He was watching his sexy young housemate as he scurried around like a happy little kid at Christmas.  There was no denying he was in love.

"I'm being silly aren't I Mr. Donald?" Danny finally said leaning against the fence.

"Yeah, a little, but I love it.  You're having fun and I'm having fun watching you.  Our yard really needs help."   Donald said.

"After I saw that furniture you bought, I knew, you really need me Mr. Donald.

Wow, I hope he doesn't see me.

Can I come in?  Chapter 4.

The perfect day was followed by a lonely night.  Donald saw Danny to his truck and managed to resist trying to kiss him goodnight.  Danny started the truck and rolled down the window.  "I'm glad we're friends, Mr.Donald." Danny said.  "Me to Mr. Danny." Donald teased.

As Danny drove off Donald turned to look in his empty house.  "I gotta get some furniture." He thought.  He walked inside feeling happy, but it soon got too quiet.  He realized he was still alone.  He missed his lover and Danny.  He started to worry about the Danny situation.  He was in love with the guy already.  How could his heart stand another blow.  He went to his bedroom and sat on his bed.  He started thinking about the day he'd had.  He could smell Danny on him.  Danny smelled so sexy even when he was drenched with sweat.  Donald had made sure to get Danny's arm pit sweat on his arm when they were horsing around.  

He smelled his arm.  A big smile came over his face when the smelled Danny.  His cock sprang to attention. He began stroking it slowly, wishing he'd used the other arm to garner the scent.  He closed his eyes and leaned back against the head board.  He opened his eyes just enough to see the red baseball cap between the crumple blinds of his window.  He grabbed his bottle of lube and squirted some on his stiff rod.  He began stroking.  He'd never put on a show for someone before, but it was turning him on think about someone watching.  He used every different style or stroke he'd ever used or seen in a porn flick.  He edged himself several times.

Outside the young neighborhood peeping Tom was standing on one of his folks lawn chairs in the bushes by Donald's window.  He stared through the blinds.  He'd never watched a man jack off before.  His buddies had talked about circle jerks but never got around to doing one.  He'd jacked off but it was always just as fast as he could get off.  He'd never had time or the place to enjoy it.  He undid his jeans and let them drop.  He pushed his boxers down and began stroking his uncut dick.  He compared Donald's with his.  He liked the look of Donald's cut dick but he liked the loose foreskin of his.  He moved his feet farther apart and almost fell.  "Wow, I hope he doesn't see me.  This is the hottest thing I've ever seen, even hotter than when they were horsing around at the pool." Parker thought.

Inside Donald was getting too close to hold off any more.  He let his load fly.  At the same time outside, Parker shot his load against the wall, and fell to the ground with the chair crashing against the wall.  He jumped up struggling to pull his pant up.  Donald hear the crash and smiled.

The next morning Donald woke up late.  He got up and went to the kitchen to make coffee.  He hadn't bothered to put clothes on so he had to dash from the hall into the kitchen.  It was a short distance, but the living room window illuminated the wall he passed by.  Anyone outside would be able to see him.  He looked out the window as he passed and stopped short.  

Danny was sitting on the back bumper of his truck talking to a guy wearing a baseball cap.  He was a little younger than Danny.  They seemed to be friends.  Donald ran back into his bedroom and put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt.  He went to the door.  "Hey Danny, You're early." Donald said.

"Hey Mr. Donald, meet Parker.  He's your neighbor." Danny said.

"Hi Parker, nice to meet you." Donald said, hiding his desire to ask him if he hurt himself when he fell outside his window.

"Hi Mr....Donald?" Parker said.

"Just Don." Donald said.

"I just like to call him that." Danny said in a cute boyish way.  "Parker was a freshman the year I was a senior, before the wreck.  He used to spy on me in the showers." Danny said.

"Danny, I can't believe you said that!" Parker yelled.  "God I'm so embarrassed." 

"You were spying on us in the pool yesterday to." Danny said poking at Parker's chest.  Parker started to turn and walk away.  Danny grabbed his arm and pulled him back.  "Don't be mad." Danny said.

"It's okay Parker I don't care.  I just want you to know Danny isn't gay.  We're just friends fooling around." Donald said.

"I know he isn't gay, I knew him in school.  He's right.  I did spy on him in the shower.  He caught me once and  kicked my ass." Parker said.

"I'm sorry for that Parker.  I wasn't a very nice guy." Danny said. "And I'm sorry I blabbed.  I just say stuff  that I shouldn't sometimes ." Danny said sincerely. 

"That's okay, at least I got to touch you when you were naked." Parker said.

"Sounds like you had a crush on Danny." Donald said.

"Oh God did I.  I almost died when they told me you weren't coming back to school." Parker said.

"I almost died, not you." Danny said with a serious face, then he laughed.

"I can't believe it's you.  Working right next door to my house.  That's why I was spying on you guys." Parker said.  

"It's me.  Not the big football hero I was supposed to be but it's me, the lawn boy." Danny said.

"You miss playing football?" Donald asked.

"Sometimes, I don't miss the sacks though.  I think my brain would have been messed up if I was playing football now.  I probably be stup....  messed up." Danny said remembering Donald's scolding.  "I ought to get to work before it get too hot.  Do you want me to help paint or work on the back yard?" Danny asked Donald.  

"I can finish the painting, if you want to work on the yard." Donald said, surprised at the professional tone of Danny's voice.  Danny looked sad as he left them and headed for the house.

"What's wrong with him?" Parker said.

"He get's sad thinking about the things he used to do.  He's aware of his problems.  He's so normal in some ways but so much like a child in others." Donald told Parker.

"I think he's adorable.  I've always had the hots for him, but now he's nice to." Parker said.

"I know what you mean.  I think he had me when I first saw him." Donald said.  

"Oh, I guess you saw me last night to." Parker confessed.

"Yeah, that's okay if you're old enough.  I don't want to get pegged a sex offender." Donald said.

"I'm old enough to know better than to do what I did. I'm sorry." Parker said.

"Don't be it turned me on and got my mind off Danny for a while." Donald said.

"You're in love with him aren't you?" Parker said.

"Is it that obvious?" Donald said.

"Yeah, your eyes showed it.  You're totally in love with him." Parker.

"I'm about to break my heart again." Donald said with a big sigh.

"I don't know, he's got a lot of nice things to say about you.  If any guy gets him it's probably going to be you." Parker said.

"If, that's the key word." Donald said.  "I better get inside.  It's nice to meet you Parker." Donald said.  They shook hands and Donald went inside.  Danny was sitting on the back deck loading his trimmer with line.  He looked angry.  

"Hey Danny, are you okay?" Donald said.

"I'm okay.  I just wish I could be right." Danny said. Then suddenly he put the trimmer down.  His eyes were wide and blinking oddly.  "Mr. Donald, I think I'm going to have a problem.  Don't call 911 or anything.  Just keep me from breaking anything." Danny said.

"Huh, I don't..." Donald started.  Danny move away from the side of the pool.  He looked at Donald with fear in his eyes and went into a gran maul seizure.  Donald could do nothing but try to keep him from hurting himself.  The seizure only lasted about thirty seconds but it was nearly ten minutes before Danny completely stopped jerking.  Donald carried him inside and put him in his bed.  He lay beside him waiting for him to come around.  

"Sorry......Mr. Don....can't work........sorry......can't" Danny struggled to talk.  Donald broke down in tears at the sad look on Danny's face.  

"Just rest, Danny." Donald said.  Danny slept for most of the day.  Donald finished up his painting but checked on Danny frequently.  That evening Donald got hungry and went into the kitchen to make dinner.  He was cooking when Danny came in and hugged him from behind.  

"I'm sorry about that.  I've been forgetting to take my medicine.  That was a bad one." Danny said.

"You scared the hell out of me, you butt hole." Donald said.

"I never wanted you to see that." Danny said.  "Thank you for taking care of me."

"You shouldn't live alone...." Donald cursed himself inside for saying that.

"I know.  I thought I wanted to live alone to prove to everyone I'm normal.  But I'm not normal.  I can't cook.  I can't pay my own bills cuz I can't read them.  I can tell you exactly how much money I have in the bank but I can't write checks.  I've been getting by but everything's starting to get messed up.  I don't know what to do.  That's why I screwed up my medicine.  I haven't been sleeping much at all.  I wish I could live with you." Danny said.  

Donald was silent.  He was trying to process the words he just heard and respond to them.  He turned the stove off and took the pans off the burners.  He slowly turned to Danny.  Danny was sitting on the bar stool at the kitchen island.  His head rested on his arms.  "Danny?  Did you mean that?" Donald said.

"There I go again, talking and not thinking." Danny mumble into his arms.

"I'd love to have you live here Danny.  I just don't know if I can keep from falling in love with you." Donald said.

"No body loves me, I'm all messed up." Danny said.

"You know what, according to Parker you're better now.  Now you're beautiful and nice." Donald said.

"He said that?" Danny said.

"Yeah, he's as crazy about you as I am." Donald said.  "That's my problem.  I want you more than just as a friend." Donald confessed.

"God, why'd I say that? I open my mouth and everything I'm thinking falls out.  I'm going home.  I'll go away."  Danny cried out as he got up to leave.

"Danny, don't leave.  You didn't do anything wrong.  I was just surprised, please stay and talk to me." Donald begged.

"No, I messed up saying that stuff.  I have to go." Danny insisted heading for the door.

"Will you come by tomorrow?" Donald said.

"I have to do some lawns for other people tomorrow, I promised them.  I'll see you in a couple days." Danny said.

"I'm sorry Danny. Please come back." Donald begged.

"I will in a couple days, Mr. Donald." Danny said slipping out the door.  Donald went to the door and watched as Danny got in his truck and drove off.  He closed the door sadly and went to bed.

He lay awake all night thinking about Danny.  He thought about what he could have said or should have said.  He cursed himself for hurting Danny.  He wondered how he could go on now.  In just a couple days he'd fallen in love and his heart was breaking at the thought that he'd screwed it up.  It was after four in the morning before he went to sleep.