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Wednesday, January 9, 2013


That's him.  He's perfect.
Kurt Dougan, began acting in high school.  He'd come from a terribly poor family, that had more than it's share of hardships.  His father died when he was only five and his mother suffered a heart attack giving birth to his little brother just two months later.  His grandparents took them in but when Kurt was fourteen, they passed away in a house fire.  Kurt and his little brother went into foster care and were split up.  Kurt drew on his experiences and natural talent for acting.

His drama coach used him as the lead in almost every play they put on.  In the school year book, he was touted as the future Oscar winner.  Unfortunately, being poor meant having to work for a living.  Acting was only a dream.  He got a couple commercials, and a part in a local play.  That got him noticed by a local casting agency.  They didn't do him much good at all.  He'd done better on his own finding work, but he knew that in order to get a big job, he'd have to have an agent.

He got a letter from his little brother that changed his life.  His brother had tried to commit suicide.  His foster parents had abused him so much that he'd taken a bunch of pain pills.  He'd been taken from the foster family and placed in an orphanage.  Kurt felt he had to do something to get him out and take care of him.  The courts wouldn't let him though, because he didn't make enough money to provide for both of them.

Kurt went to his agent.  "Man, you've got to get me some work.  I've been signed up with you for nearly a year and you've gotten me one commercial.  If you can't do better than that, I'm out of here." He said angrily.

"I'm sorry Kurt, but there hasn't been any calls for your type of character." the agent said.

"So you've type cast me?  What's my 'kind of character'?" Kurt asked.

"Well, you know...kind of a muscle head." the agent started.

"I played all sorts of characters in school.  Send me on some auditions.  If I can't do it, they'll decide, not you." Kurt shouted.

"Well, there is one part that's been open for some time now, but I don't think you'll want it." the agent said.

"Where is it.  I'll decide what I want and they'll decide if I'm right for it." Kurt demanded.

The agent reluctantly called the director and gave Kurt the referral.  Kurt rushed out of his office.  He arrived at an office building less than ten minutes later.  He found the production company he was looking for and went in.  An attractive older lady was sitting at the reception desk.  "Hi may I help you?" she said pleasantly.

"Hi, I'm Kurt Dougan, my agent sent me here.  He said you have a part I should try out for." Kurt explained.

"Oh yes, Mr. Morgan said you'd be coming in.  Just a moment." She said.  She picked up the phone and pressed a button.  "Mr. M, Kurt Dougan is here to see you." 

"Thanks Mom, send him in." the voice came back.  Kurt smiled that the receptionist was "Mr. M's" mother.

"Go right in Kurt." Mrs. M. said.

Kurt went down a short hall to double doors and went in.  A man in his thirties was sitting at a wooden desk by a large window.  "Hi Kurt, I'm Danny Morgan.  Mr. Deeds said you'd be here.  You're fast.  I didn't expect you for a while yet.  Come in, have a seat." Mr. M said.

"Hi Mr. Morgan.  Yeah, Mr. Deeds said you have a part I might be right for." Kurt said.

"Well, looks wise, you're perfect.  As a matter of fact, you look exactly like the picture the author drew when he presented us the story.  The only problem is that you're straight." Danny said.

"What's that got to do with it?" Kurt asked politely. 

"Well, this is an independent film that's very edgy and very gay.  We haven't been able to cast the lead because we can't find a gay guy that looks the part or can act masculine enough, and the straight actors have all turned it down." Danny said.

"I don't think that's going to be a problem.  I have no problem with playing a gay guy.  Especially if he isn't a flamer." Kurt said.

"I understand, but you haven't read the script.  It's very sexual and romantic.  You'd have to be naked a lot, and it's full frontal.  Also you'd be kissing a lot of guys, and there's going to be some simulated sex.  Do you still think it's possible you can do it?" Danny said.

"I've never done full frontal nudity.  I did a play once and was naked on stage, but my junk was covered.  As far as the kissing and stuff, I guess it's just acting.  Kissing a guy can't be much different that kissing a woman you don't like." Kurt said.

"You've kissed a lot of women you didn't like?" Danny laughed.

"Three, all in the same play.  The director used his spoiled brat daughters for the leading woman.  Every time one would screw up, he'd put another one in." Kurt said.

"I bet I know who that was.  He got a casting couch for women to." Danny said in disgust.

"Yep you know who I'm talking about.  Well, I'd like to read the script at least.  I really think I'm open enough to do it." Kurt said.

"Let me call James and see if he wants to talk to you.  He's just upstairs." Mr. M said.  He dialed Jame's number.  "Hi James.  I've got a fellow here that wants to try out for 'Troy'.  You've got to see him.....yeah......no, straight...........okay. Bye."

"He'll be down in a second.  You want anything to drink?" Danny offered.

"No, I'm fine." Kurt said.  A couple minutes later the door opened.  Two men came in.  One older man and a younger smaller, Brad Pitt look-a-like.  "I brought Phillip with me.  Oh my God, that's him.  He's perfect.  That's Troy." the older man shouted, looking at Kurt.

Kurt stood up and offered his hand.  "Hi, I'm Kurt Dougan." Kurt said.  Both men shook his hand.  The older man couldn't stop looking at his face.

"I just can't believe how much you look like the man I pictured to be Troy."  The older man said.

"He's exactly the guy in your rendering." Phillip said.

"Have a seat guys." Danny said.  The older man sat in a chair by Kurt's and the younger man sat on a sofa next to the wall.

"You really look the part, but Danny says you're straight.  It's going to be a challenge at best for you to play the part.  It's very sexual and romantic.  It's my son's Husband's true story.  It's not an easy story to tell." James, the older man said.

"That's cool, it's a real story.  That makes it easier to get into the part." Kurt said.

"Phillip, do you think he can do it?" James asked.

"How are you with being naked in front of a bunch of guys?  You know, a lot of the other actors are gay.  They'll be touching you all over, you'll be touching them and stuff like that." Phillip said.

"I can handle it." Kurt said.

"Well, let's see you naked." James said.

"Right now?" Kurt asked, shocked.

"Yeah, right now." James said.

Kurt stood up and kicked off his shoes.  While he undid his shirt, he stepped on the toes of his socks and pulled them off one at a time.  He then unbuttoned his jeans but blushed a little that he was commando.  For a second, he stood with his jeans in his hand, if front of his crotch, then he set them down on the chair.  

"Wow." Phillip said softly.

"Easy young man.  This isn't a casting couch." James teased Phillip, slapping his leg.

"You're no fun." Phillip teased back.

"Turn around." James said.  Kurt turned.

"Okay, I'm sold." Phillip said.

"Kurt, how do you feel?" James asked.  

"A little nervous." Kurt admitted.

"Phillip, you like this sort of thing.  Play the part of Eli.  You're madly in love with Troy, and Troy is madly in love with you.  Let's see you two show it." James said.

"But Eli is naked in that scene to." Danny remembered.

"Hey, I'm the director, not an actor." Phillip protested.

"You can do it.  You'll love being naked up against him." James said.

"You know I will, but it would be more fun if we were alone." Phillip said.  He got up and took off his shirt and pants.  When he took off his underwear, he hid his crotch.  "Come here big boy." he said 

Kurt smiled and stepped forward.  He and Phillip hugged.  Kurt quickly got comfortable with being  naked and holding another naked guy.  Phillip was the one having the problem.  He quickly became aroused.

"All right,  In this scene, Eli and Troy finally admit to themselves and each other that they are madly in love.  This is the first time they make love instead of just having sex.  Let me see the passion." James said.

"You've got your phone with you don't you?" Phillip asked James.

"Yeah." James answered.

"Video it so I can see.  You to Danny, from the other side." Phillip said.

"You just want videos so you can jack off to them later." James teased.

"Well, that to." Phillip chuckled.  "God you're a dirty old man."

James laughed.

The two men pulled out their cell phones and videoed the two men.



































Kurt and Phillip stood facing each other.  Phillip looked like he was scared of Kurt.  He giggled nervously. Kurt went right into character.  He reached out a put his hand on Phillip's side.  Phillip giggled.  Kurt put his other hand up to Phillips chin and raised his face to his own.  "Look at my eyes." Kurt said.  Phillip did.  "I love you." Kurt whispered.  Phillips mouth opened in awe of Kurt's sincere look. Kurt took advantage of it.  He moved in for a passionate kiss, closing his eyes.  Phillip was instantly in a trace.  He kissed Kurt as if he'd been in love with him forever.  Kurt pulled their bodies together.  Phillip wrapped his arms around Kurt.  Kurt ran his hand over Phillips hair and down the back of his head, pressing their mouths together.  Phillip whimpered.  Their mouths slipped apart.  Kurt wrapped his arm around Phillips shoulders and pulled Phillip's face to his chest.  Phillip moaned and squeezed Kurt's waist, lowering his face into Kurt's bicep.   They stood, eyes closed holding each other tightly.

"Now see if you can show us how you'd make love to him." Danny said.

Kurt moved as if he hadn't even heard Danny.  He ran his hand down Phillip's side to his butt, then the other, down to the small of Phillip's back.  He kissed and nibbled Phillip's ear, neck and shoulder.  Phillip threw his head back at the feeling Kurt was causing.  Kurt moved to his neck and down his chest.  He nibbled and pinched Phillip's nipple with his teeth.  Then he moved on down, kissing, and licking Phillip's skin as he moved all the way down to Phillip's pubes.

"CUT CUT CUT." James shouted.

Kurt looked up with a smile.  "How was that?"

"Damn boys.  I'm sold.  Get that man a script." James said.

Kurt stood up and smiling.  Phillip didn't move.

"Okay Phillip you can let go of him now." James laughed.

"You have no idea how good this is.  I want to stay here forever." Phillip whined.

"We've got work to do."  James said.  "Let that poor man go and put your clothes on."

"Oh okay." Phillip grumbled.  He let go of Kurt.  "If you ever go gay, let me know first." he told Kurt.

"I promise." Kurt joked.

"God, if that looked half as good as it felt, he get's my vote." Phillip said pulling up his pants.

"Well, that goes without saying." James said looking down at Phillip's boner.  It had a drop of precum at the tip.

"What did you expect?  Now I'm going to be horny all day." Phillip grumbled.

"Well, let's see." Danny chuckled.  He sent the video to his computer and did the same for Jame's video.  He played it on a 60 inch flat screen on the wall.  Kurt started to put his pants on.

"You can stay naked if you want." Phillip said, snatching Kurt's Jean.  Kurt laughed.

"Okay, I guess I better get used to it." Kurt said.

"Better get used to this to." Phillip said, squeezing Kurt's butt cheek.  Kurt chuckled, and squeezed Phillip's.

Watching the videos, the three were sold on Kurt's ability to pull off the part.  "You can get dressed." James said.  "I'm going to be seeing you naked more than enough."

Kurt laughed and got dressed.  James and Phillip left, leaving behind a script.  Danny told him they would start filming as soon as they could get in touch with all the other actors and crew.  He told Kurt he'd have his contract ready in three days, and he'd be getting partial pay at that time.  Kurt didn't ask how much it paid.  It turned out to be three times his annual salary, but that wasn't all.  There was a balloon payment at the end of filming.  Kurt was able to get his brother out of the orphanage.

Filming started just over a month later.  Kurt found himself having a little trouble being naked in front of all the crew and actors.  In an early scene, he had to dance naked at a night club full of people.  He had to be the sexiest one of the four dancers.  He just couldn't pull it off.  Phillip called a dancer he knew.  The guy agreed to work with Kurt, but he'd have to do it at the club he worked at, during the off hours or when there weren't many customers there.  Kurt started the next day.  The few customers in the club had a ball playing with Kurt.  But Kurt didn't mind.  In fact, it made it even better because he'd be touched and fondled in the movie.  When they filmed the scene again, Kurt was super sexy, and when the extras groped him, he was ready to give them a good feel.  Phillip was thrilled with his talent.

Later on in the filming, when Troy and Eli started having a sexual relationship, Kurt found some of the sex scenes trying.  He had to lick Eli's pit, and other parts he'd never thought he'd touch, but the actor that played Eli was good and making him feel at easy.  He was bi-sexual.  The final love scene between the two made Phillip squirm.  Kurt really got into the part.  Phillip was so in awe of his acting, he forgot to call "cut" at the end.  Kurt and the other actor just started going crazy, acting silly, and tickling each other.  Phillip finally snapped and cut filming.

As they walked off set, Kurt grabbed Phillip and planted a passionate kiss on him that got him so aroused, Phillip calmly walked off holding his clip board over his crotch.  "I'm not going to be available for the next few minutes." he said as he walked into his office.  Everyone laughed.

The film was a huge success in the independent film circuit.  It didn't win any awards because of the sexual content making it a limited audience, but it caused a stir, and when producers found out that Kurt was straight, he got call after call.  Kurt's now well on his way to the Oscars.  Phillip won awards for other films he did.  He'll always give credit for his success to Kurt, and the "best kiss of his life."